Someday My Prince Will Come...

So what do you think of the title of my post? I have knots in my stomach and I have been crying off and on since I have heard the news. But the thing that bothers me more is why do I fall for guys that aren't just interested in me. There is always someone else in their life that they are interested in, why? Almost every guy I have "fallen" for has had a list of all the girls they are interested...and sometimes they even have the nerve to say my name in the middle of even last. Why, why do I let this happen? I feel like a failure and that it is my fault. And I don't know how to fix it, I keep thinking this might be the guy and that he is different, but so far in the end they are all the same. Now don't get me wrong I am not saying this about all guys, just the ones that I seem to fall for. I wonder do they even like me or care about me or are they just using me for whatever they can get? I know he is out there, and I also admit that I am not patient about things. And the truth is I am scared...when things like this happen I wonder if I am just supposed to be on my own...I hate to admit it, and I have tears coming down my face as I admit it to you all. So I guess I hold on to that hope of a Disney Princess that "Someday my prince will come" Now he doesn't have to be a prince by any means, just someone who wants just me and I just him, and he is there through the good and the bad.